A faith is a necessity to a man. Woe to him who believes in nothing.
Just an accident waiting to happen?
Recent events have caused me to become reflective. We got a new mirror. But that’s not the reflectivity of which I am alluding.
In the course of browsing blogs on WordPress, I came across two by professed atheists, or at least ones who lost their faith, so to speak. One is a mechanical/aerospace engineer in training, writing on the Blazing Truth, while another atheist is going to read the Bible over the next year and report her thoughts on what she read. So far she has finished Genesis 1-3.
Pretty strange undertaking for an atheist, no?
Despite not taking a word in this book as truth, I think it is important that I know what it contains nonetheless.
But neither of these blogs, or the countless others you can read under “religion” (2734 recent posts that were tagged as such at the time I type this) is the sole impetus for this entry.
A fellow blogger left me a message on my ABOUT page, asking that I give more detail about what my blog is, er, about. I actually thought the ABOUT page was information about me, more so than my blog, but after careful consideration, I can see his point. I’ll put updating the ABOUT page on my To Do list.
But that did get me thinking, what is this blog about?
Your guess is as good as mine.
So far I have written about my dogs, cataract surgery, on-line games, The Rapture, The Rapture that didn’t Capture, Satan reading my blog, having my toenails removed surgically, Adidas Climacool running shoes, my hometown of Altoona selling out its name to a movie, and dog poop. Almost all of these are written tongue in cheek and hopefully, my readers find the humor in these posts. That was intentional. Whether I achieved that or not is up for debate. I still have not been FRESHLY PRESSED. I wrote about that too!
So this post will migrate away from being primarily humorous, and will wax more philosophically.
Can one lose his/her faith?
Is there some celestial lost and found box for these poor souls? But even that slightly amusing but not intentionally humorous question begets an even more critical one: do we have a soul? I will leave that question for another day, because I want to concentrate on the topic introduced initially: Faith.
For some background, I was raised in the United Methodist tradition. I attended Sunday School, and I will be perfectly honest. The only thing I really remember is not liking it. I was there because my parents forced me. Sure, I can recall tidbits of Bible stories I learned over the years: Noah’s Flood, the Resurrection, Lazarus, the Prodigal Son, etc. But I’d probably only score a C on a multiple choice test if I had to take one right now.
As I grew and presumably became smarter–graduating high school, college and then medical school–I increasingly became less religious, whatever that means. Honestly, I stopped going to church, did not pray to God, and seriously questioned God’s existence. I’m pretty sure I wrote a paper in college arguing in favor of evolution over the creation story. I was a biology major after all. I was immersed in the sciences and evolution fit into that paradigm more neatly than God.
One might argue that I lost my faith.
I would argue that I simply put my faith in something else. Instead of God, I placed my faith in science. In rational thought. In proofs and experiments. I want to point out that religion and rational thought are NOT mutually exclusive. But whereas religion uses unseen beings (God, angels) to explain solutions, science never resorts to unseen and unexplainable things. Like gravity. Science demands proof. For the most part, religious faith is in spite of proof. Science rationalizes its unexplained phenomena as theories. Religion calls them tenets or creeds. Tomato, to-mah-to.
Atheists have not lost faith–just faith in God; their faith is in what they can see and measure. They still have faith–just not religious faith.
If you believe in nothing, then your faith is in nothing.
You may not have faith in God. You may not have faith in science. You may not have faith in anything. But you believe something, even if it is nothing. Your faith is in what you believe. You may be confused about what exactly you believe, but that is not a lack of faith or lost faith. Having beliefs–faith–separates us, I believe, from other living organisms. I doubt very much that celery believes in anything. It might believe it is a food, but it not only has no calories, but we actually expend more energy chewing it than it contains. It has negative calories. It is certainly NOT a food, no matter what the stalk thinks of itself. But I digress.
Faith is a knowledge within the heart, beyond the reach of proof.
After meeting and marrying my wife, I became religious again. (I changed my beliefs, I attend church on a more or less regular basis and I pray everyday.) That is in large part due to her, but also to my own maturation. I discovered that my faith in science left me unfulfilled. Something was missing. While evolution certainly occurs, can it really explain how I came to be here today typing this blog entry?
I think not.
Science has yet to adequately explain how life arose in the first place. Every thing that is alive today came from pre-existing life. Science has never been able to produce life in a test tube–without using pre-existing life. Miller showed that inorganic chemicals under the proper circumstances can produce organic chemicals like amino acids, the basic building blocks of life. But that is not creating life. That is like manufacturing a piston and claiming you have made a car. We can manufacture proteins and enzymes. We cannot create living cells without using pre-existing cells.
Note: Once you have the first cell, then I can buy the whole evolution thing. But it is getting to that first lowly cell that seems to be a problem for science.
Just because science cannot explain or replicate the origin of life doesn’t mean that one must evoke a supernatural entity. But in the final analysis, whether you believe the universe was formed by a Big Bang and life arose by the random chance of molecules combining to form complex cells, or whether a divine creator is responsible for all this is moot. Either way, you must take the final product on faith. Neither side has definitive proof.
Likewise it is with death. Science simply defines death as the cessation of life. We can measure it medically in terms of brain waves and EKGs. We can see the body degrade after death. But what actually makes an individual cell die? Obviously a lack of oxygen or nutrients is one answer. When the heart stops pumping, cells throughout the body die. One can be brain-dead, but the rest of the body can be kept “alive” indefinitely through mechanical and artificial means.
But if you take one cell out of the body that has died, and ask yourself how is it different from one that was alive only moments before, science is hard pressed to answer that question. Proteins denature. Chemical bonds are broken. Cell membranes break down. Yada. Yada. Yada. These are merely descriptions. They do not answer the fundamental question of why it happened in the first place. It is almost a chicken and egg conundrum, but not quite since obviously life came first and then death. But which can be answered first is the heart of that issue. Why does life begin is as important a question as how does it end.
Again, it is not necessary to ascribe some soul or life force to the cell which makes it living when it is present and non-living when it isn’t, but there is certainly something special about life such that only other life can produce it, and once it is gone, the processes of degradation and decay take over.
For myself, I believe in a Creator. God. I am a Christian and I believe in Jesus Christ. I don’t believe so because I can prove it. I can’t. I believe because I have faith. One of the things that sways me most about the Bible is how the disciples reacted after Christ’s death and resurrection. This was a rag-tag band of basically uneducated men–manual laborers not priests–who when the chips were down all deserted Christ. Peter denied Him thrice. Yet, after the resurrection, this group went out and spread Christianity in a world that was not terribly receptive to them. Most of them died–were painfully martyred–for their beliefs. What did they witness that gave them that kind of resolve? Before his death, they ran scared and lied to protect themselves. Then, something changed and now they were willing to die for this cause.
Was it mass hypnosis, like the Hale-Bop followers? Did they drink the Kool Aid? Or did they suddenly find their faith?
For me, I believe they witnessed the risen Lord and it changed their lives.
But have faith, if you don’t want to believe in that, you can still take faith in that.
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